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Been compiling an essay about Punk Subculture as part of Cultural Studies analysis. And I'm using one of... no, I think this song is the most phenomenal a man ever composed it. God Save the Queen is the chosen song. It is indeed, one of songs used by my oldie' brother in his thesis. But I see it from different point of view. Sex Pistols is like the forerunner band, which overcame a lot of difficulties in promoting their album. Their album is filled with satirical lyrics, which is why, especially this song, a lot of radio stations refused to air it, although the numerous copies of it had been sold.  Subculture itself is quite interesting to learn. It always depends how the bigger dominant culture treats others from different class. With the class system/race theories found by Darwin and Marx, (well, who doesn't know them?) Britain, especially London also had class system. Upper, middle and working classes. And this punk subculture is actually youth subculture whose youn...

I know I procrastinate everything to do this addictive-kind-of-hobbies...

As I sit back here, gazing at my pc' screen, I observe every person in my life, including some of them whether we talk everyday or not. I come to a thought that only some of them motivate me well and keep it 100. Some of them talk behind my back and smile in my face. I also know some of them can be trusted and partially to keep a distance with. I eventually know everything. Luckily, some people I end up getting along with now are not fakers. I have gotten rid potential fakers since a long time ago. 

My grandpa  once told me to watch every single word coming out from our mouths. I still put it in mind. How to control our mouths to not working faster than our brains is actually not as easy as it seems. But you can still work your arse for it.  What is life actually?  In my opinion, living this life is always about how to develop ourselves. We are round characters who gain development from certain phases of life. And there is nothing wrong with that. It doesn't mean we are faking something or what, the most importantly is what kind of personage you will be each day? And if we connect it all again with the awareness of saying anything, it is important to rise it, though. It is better if we think before we speak. Is it true? Is it helpful? Is it inspiring? Is it necessary? Is it kind? This is only a reminder due to numerous times I have lost control in saying (unaccepted) words and expression.  Writing has been the most helpful way that fits the way I overco...

Hello, world! When the sky is feeling happy, showering us with heavy rain, this little heart keeps wandering here and there, mending the pain. It is then inevitable, for us to do exactly what we want to when up above us, the strongest power controls everything below, even the littlest part of this world. Thus flipping up one's heart is a piece of cake, for Him.  It is always a hard thing to do when it comes to accept someone's flaws. When we find nothing would give them awareness to change, why bother forcing them to do so? Let them dwell in their negativity. We are always allowed to step out due to avoid anymore drama.  And when someone said whether you want to catch more (bad) vibes, you can answer them with, Do you really want me to spin and fall into a sludge full of shit?    NEVER IN A MILLION YEARS I WOULD SAY YES.

I do believe. My life is already in good state, but I want it to be better. I keep on believing. God is good.

Don't stop me now! Currently revising my thesis-to-be and I can't stop! At least I should get it done by tomorrow, printed and then meet my supervisors to have it revised! Next to my seating is my father, who works harder to always have us being pleasured by the facilities from the money he earns every single day. He is already 62 years old and is still looking good! He is a proud graphic designer and can stand to work more than 24 hours! I'm a proud daughter! So I need to skip this soon and continue revising! God blesses me for this. I am so grateful for the facilities and enjoyment I always get from my parents. Alhamdulillah :)

So eagerly want to participate in this #365doodles challenge! I was left behind, tho. Here are the doodles I make only in one night to catch up the 10th day!

I have been listening to CHVRCHES! And the vocalist is sooooo pretty! 💞💞 I decided to draw her. Took a lot of time than I expected. I started the underpainting-process this morning and then attended my friend's wedding around 2 pm. Continued it and still going on. This is so far the progress of my drawing. *tired*

Classifying myself into brain types, well, I have both working out their butts so I feel so damn anxious tonight. There are several important things await to be executed properly, tho, so they need to work that way, harder. My brain keeps talking, yet I don't know how to put it into words.  Oh, wait... ........ ..... ... . Oh, I'm so weary being anxious. I want this and that to come to an end in peace. *going back to my thesis*

I miss high school... ...and these creatures of Science 3 The best moment I had is when we made a documentary movie and the movie was included as the opening scenes for Festival Film Perancis 2008. That was the coolest thing to end my senior year. mind our poses, please :D

A cottage house near the beach or a cottage house in the middle of forest can be some home decorating cottage style ideas. How is that sound for you? Are you feeling thrilled when you heard about those two cottage style ideas? You should be thrilled especially to those who love to get out of crowds and want to have such a peace and relaxing place to be more creative.  If you follow some home decorating cottage style from several pictures below here, you can get the room which evokes a warm, cozy feel even your house is technically not a cottage nor reside near beach or garden. You should pick calming colors, comfortable, classic furniture and traditional patterns to get the home decorating cottage style. As you can see from the pictures below, the use of white color, soft brown area rug, the table cloth which is patterned in pink color while the surrounding is all white, colorful flowers which become focal point of this room, and also the fireplace made of stone painted in w...

Here are some useful tricks that you should know. They might help you get through some problems found in your house. 1. Using AAA Batteries for AA’s Slots If you have TV or AC remotes which use AA batteries to operate, instead of wasting your time to get it on store, you can use AAA batteries as the replacement. You only have to prepare aluminum foil to fill the gap left from AAA batteries you use and your remote will be able to function properly even though you use the incorrect battery type. 2. Using Aluminum Foil to Seal the Food Bags This trick may have never been imagined before. But this one is indeed useful, recalling to how frequent we bought foods in plastic bags. Using only aluminum foil and an iron, we can seal the opened plastic bag by ironing the aluminum foil which covers the opened-side. Voila! Your food will be saved from the contamination. 3. Fixing Scratch on LED Screen Using only a rubber, any scratch on your LED screen can be fixed in almost...

The Book Thief is a great movie with historical content in it. I was delightful to be able to write a brief about it. So, here it is! *spoiler alert* The Book Thief, a film released in October 3, two years ago is an American-German war drama film based on the same title for the book, narrated by Death. Some new faces fill up the starring field such as Geoffrey Rush, Emily Watson, and Sophie Nélisse. This film adapted exact story on its book authored by Markus Zusak. Directed by the most talented Michael Petroni, this film is about Liesel Meminger, who is the main character in the story, living her youth with her adoptive German family during the Nazi era. The main conflict is started when she went to school and couldn’t write her name on blackboard. Her friends then call her Dumpkoff or dumb people in German. Before arriving to her foster parents, her little brother died on the train. He was purposely to be adopted by the same parents with Liesel. During the funeral process, she fou...

The reign of the Puritans also produce a large amount of literature (poetry, prose), but drama could not thrive because it is prohibited by the authorities. Drama regarded as a nest of immorality by the Puritan authorities. It is just so different with Elizabeth period where drama produces a lot of outstanding works. So we can see that the literary works of Puritan period are just different from Elizabeth period. In period of Puritan literature, there are three groups of poems; metaphysical, cavalier and Puritan. Here are the complete version of the era of Puritanism (1564-1660): Literary Works. Poetry We can find poems in this period are way too different from the previous one. We may even call the literary in this period as the depression kind of expression. If in Elizabethan period we know some greatest poets like Edmund Spenser, Philip Sidney, George Chapman and Thomas Sackville who each of them expressing their emotions through their works. The emotions here are like t...

We will never know why such a thing happened to us. Let's say it depends on God's will, so what? We have been given a lot of chances to change our fate. Certain things that we cannot change are revolving only on when will we die, who will be our soul mate, and how will we die. Those things are certain. At least I knew how to use one. When I really had the chance to say those three words to you after years buried deep down in an artificial rabbit hole I made. What was your response again? Cold. You weren't happy or sad hearing it. Your face was blue, I wish I could transfer the warmth by throwing you a real tight hug. You were mute at the time I declared myself to get out of this cave I named after you. And I knew you said those three words once. Long before me.  You said it when I barely couldn't get focused on your utterances. Don't blame me, my dear. I was too excited to see Taylor Swift standing before me singing her Red song. But...