Le Journale

 

Bought a new scanner and scanned this one: Plan to use this face above as my trademark. Time to explore!

I love her with all my heart... She suffers and paints. Two common things that I hope we share together. I love you more than my own skin and even though you don’t love me the same way, you love me anyways, don’t you? And if you don’t, I’ll always have the hope that you do, and I'm satisfied with that. Love me a little. I adore you.

It's been weeks. But I can't be sure when would I finish this challenge. A family picture for one of challenges of 30 days drawing certain stuff. But I pile the job one by one. I still need two family members and 3 nieces, as well as my older sister's husband. Here are some that I scanned already. rip sister :( lil bro lil bro le lil sister daddy me mom

So I've got a drawing challenge to draw my favorite TV show. So I drew Daryl Dixon from The Walking Dead. And then I uploaded to instagram. And in minutes and keeps going, my drawing has reached 157 likes and a few comments. Look how popular this TV show! And I am amazed that there are so many people or fans of the show which on Daryl's side too. Cause we believe, if he dies on the show, we will riot! And I use that as the caption. Who doesn't love Daryl, anyway??

I love making patterns! And the latest artwork...

I am up for this challenge! I could not be happier than to measure up my capability in the most favorite field of knowledge; it is ART! Basically this challenge asks you to draw different things based on what is on the list. So, the first day from this challenge is draw yourself. And here is what I make,

Do what makes your soul happy, if that also means you should stay single for months or years, go for it! That is the last thing my late grandpa told me about life. A few weeks before he passed away. The most favorite old man. I have two great grandpas. The one from my dad is a poet, a writer, and is able to speak 5 languages (German, Spanish, France, English, and Mandarin). The one from my mom is a soldier. He is a lovely person. I used is instead of was cause I believe he is still be the one even when he was still alive. I spent a lot of time with them. My prayers are always with you pops! So, yeah! As I told you before, living your role in this rude and mental world takes a lot of patience and courage. You cannot be as mental as it tries driving you to be one. Your soul clung inside must be the one you take a good care of. And by doing anything that you find would make your soul happy, then do it! Your soul would be the neutralizer, in order to keep you sane. As for me, ar...

What am I without art? Oh, yes. I do understand that I am not an artist. I am not an art maker either. But I know how to use art as the home for all of the bitterness feelings I encounter in this joking life. Okay, life is a joke because you have to play such roles with personal traits that are demanded to perform. Which one is the real you, when you have a lot of faces and expressions to show? As for me, I am more becoming myself when I am freed to do what I want to, including doing art like this. I know I am not a pro, but at least I know a lot of god damn things about it. Instead of knowing only for less stuff. (Hah!) What a waste of your time! Chase knowledge while you can!

Just had opportunity to post a news! And I can proudly say I am a bachelor in English literature now! I had the thesis examination last Wednesday, and I made it! I could pass, hopefully with excellent grades! Amen to that. Meanwhile, I made this to heal the pain I've been carrying these days. If only I can categorize this kind of pain as a certain curable pain, I would never feel this suffer. But yeah, life can be a bitch, most of the time. So just deal with it. And everyday is a leap of faith. Be ready to be surprised! Oh, some colors to color up your life.

When I could not sleep... I tried to make a self-portrait based on photo as reference.

I know I procrastinate everything to do this addictive-kind-of-hobbies...

I do believe. My life is already in good state, but I want it to be better. I keep on believing. God is good.

So eagerly want to participate in this #365doodles challenge! I was left behind, tho. Here are the doodles I make only in one night to catch up the 10th day!

I have been listening to CHVRCHES! And the vocalist is sooooo pretty! 💞💞 I decided to draw her. Took a lot of time than I expected. I started the underpainting-process this morning and then attended my friend's wedding around 2 pm. Continued it and still going on. This is so far the progress of my drawing. *tired*

Eine Flucht. An escape. What kind of thought came the very first time in your mind when you let the world push you real hard?  I need to escape. I need a shelter. I don't need anybody to be there too. It is not a good thing to let the world do its power towards your existence. It is also cruel to narrow it down and let society do harm to you. What you need to have is an escape so you can release the burden, to show the world you are invisible.  Meine Flucht is to do something self-healing, like writing, listening to some post-rock or ambient music, and drawing. Maybe this is why some of my doodling works are showing some violence. That is the medicine, actually. You can transfer the negativity through a blank paper and eventually heal yourself. What I did when I interact with rigidity is drawing this lovely deer; I find myself drawing anything other than human is relieving. These guys have helped me to get through the day. You cannot describe how...

It's been ages! To pay it back for not making and uploading any artwork to this blog, so this is it! *drum roll* Pixeled Bread and Sunny Side Up! Looks delicious, isn't it? Decided to make sunny side up too! I think about sharing the tutorial, but *procrastinator*. Well, now let's get back to work!