Becoming a Mother
"The moment a child is born, the mother is also born..." Let's go back to 2018 where I once vowed to not wanting to get married let alone bear any child inside my womb. Yeah, maybe that sounded mean but honestly, looking back all I wanted was wealth for my career and inner peace. I managed to get all of that, but surprisingly feeling empty still. What did I do wrong? I had money, good career, and stable workplace environment. I thought money can buy everything... Turned out I was wrong. And I needed someone to care and love me. Like wise men say, "love is nowhere when you look for it, vice versa," so during 2018, I wasn't even looking. I randomly on ****r only to find some guys to talk to. I know that sounds cliche but you've got to trust me :D All I need was conversation with the same frequency of topics and guys. Luckily, I found a guy who isn't my type at all but he turns out a good guy, unlike most of guys on ****r. Once I get to know his